"I made it link by link and yard by yard; I girded it on of my own free will, and of my own free will I wore it.' So said Jacob Marley's ghost to Ebeneezer Scrooge in ' A Christmas Carol.' Okay, I accept it's a bit early to be offering festive analogies! But there's a strong relevance to the opening line with what's occurring in your world. You carry a particular burden willingly. Coming events could reveal that you're free to release it at any time you want. Don't kid yourself that it offers comfort.